Oh My Goff

For some reason today felt like the first day of the rest of my life. I know that sounds obvious…but up until now, for awhile I’ve been stuck in this rut. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been feeling sorry for myself or what. I just know it’s time to get my act in gear and start enjoying life properly now. What that entails…I’m not sure. I’ve been avoiding God like the plague lately and it’s been severely damaging my happiness factor. Problem is, I don’t want to go back to God just because I’m unhappy…then God just becomes a drug. I want to give God what He deserves but I feel like right now I’m empty. We’ll see how that goes…