Oh My Goff

I want to move to Montana so badly….life here in L.A. just plain sucks and I want out. I know it’s “only” going to be about 3 years before I move there, but that seems like forever! I wish I could just go already and get it over with….and begin living life the way it was meant to be: out in nature, with air that you can’t see, and nice people everywhere. Not to mention this wonderful girl that I met up there, who may very well be taken by the time my sorry arse moves up there…..such is life; a never-ending tragedy.

Alas, the vacation that would never end finally has….but I have nothing but good feelings about it. It was easily the best 2 weeks of my life, in every way imaginable. I find myself now head over heels for a girl I met up there. (sigh)….if only I lived there….(but I will, just give me time)

The best quote I can think of to describe this trip is:
“Don’t cry because it’s over, rather smile because it happened.”
My heart aches and yearns to be back in Montana, but patience will have to do for now.

yesterday was truly a great day. havokjester and i went river rafting with four girls and had an AWESOME time. after rafting, we went out to dinner and then went bowling, where i proceeded to bowl my worst game ever. anyhow, we’ll be seeing them again monday afternoon probably, and right now i’m just about to leave for an ultimate frisbee game…..life is good.

Well it seems like I found a way to not post for awhile yet again…this time it was from being sick, working, and making up hours at school. But now I’m on vacation in montana with my friend Matt (Havokjester on LJ) and we are having an awesome time! We went bowling and then hiking today next to the Swan River….it was gorgeous. We will probably go river rafting tomorrow or Saturday, and we’re hoping a couple girls that we met can come along

Last night before bed I did some stretches and breathing techniques to put myself in a relaxed mood and I slept like a log….must repeat tonight…