Oh My Goff

finally getting over this blasted flu. my dad fixed our fireplace, and we had a roaring fire last night and tonight. the whole house smells like pine now (not from superfluous smoke, mind you) and i love it. i have a hard road ahead, making up lots of school work and going back to work in the morning, but i can do it and am looking forward to being caught up with it all.

Well my fever finally broke this morning with no advil or tylenol. THANK GOD FOR ANTI-BIOTICS!!!!! its too bad i only got them yesterday. I believe i’m on the road to recovery. come on!!!!

Still sick…..it’s been a week and I can’t take it any longer. Waking up at 4 AM with a fever and in pain has got to be one of the most torturous things known to mankind. It’s happened 4 nights in a row now, and if it happens again tonight, I think I’m going to kill myself…literally it’s that bad. Been taking ungodly amounts of advil to de-inflame my pleuritic wall. PLZ GOD MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!!!

I am NOT feeling good today, aches and neck pain and a sharp pain on the left side of my chest. God plz make it all go away.

Here I am after another short weekend, tired and ready to kill someone. Some girl I’ve been calling every day won’t return her damn phone calls, another one I talk to online is tripping out over her b/f cheating on her, a 3rd isnt feeling well, a 4th should be getting online later and we’ll talk for a couple minutes I suppose. SIGH…….women.

I think I have a curse…..at least that’s what I think of it as right now. I ALWAYS know when something is going on if a girl likes another guy or anything. I’m just able to TELL when girls or guys are cheating on others, and so I usually try to say something, and EVERYONE gets mad at me….then 2 days later the real truth comes out..and I get apologies. This pattern has been repeated about 30 times, and NEVER has anyone ever told me that they were doing it, its always just been like a sixth sense. I think i’m ready to hang it up.