Oh My Goff

feeling much better today. I’m buying a new computer soon, but I want to order it RIGHT NOW. I know that if I wait just 2 or 3 weeks, i’ll get a much better deal. I just want all that gaming goodness sooner rather than later. one of my friends is acting really strangely to me, i think she’s being that way with everyone right now. I think maybe she’s got some secret or something.

…must…..find…..job

sometimes i just dont understand them. i’m talking to this chick online, everything seems ok, then she says, “i’mma go now nobody’s talking to me, bye.” what the heck is that all about? I have no idea who i’m pursuing now, its like Wheel of Fortune except instead of money, gorgeous women are the prizes. i keep hitting bankrupt….

Shoulda gone to church this morning..but I just couldn’t get out of bed. I just woke up a minute ago, even though I didn’t stay up late last night. Perhaps this added rest will contribute to my accelerated recovery. In any case, time to hit the day running!

another saturday night wasted…i hate being sick. I guess I can look forward to another sick night full of twisted dreams that cause me to wake up with a start (whats with that anyway?). I want to wake up tomorrow completely healed of this stupid cold and get on with my life already.

Sometimes parents think they understand, because they were your age once. BUT WHO CARES!?!?! They didn’t go through the exact same situations! ugh…I wish they could read my thoughts…oh wait, no i don’t.

The last 4 nights in a row I have had the WORST dreams, ranging from warfare to murder to car accidents and more. What does it all mean? Could it all be because I’ve been getting over a cold? Something about seeing a family member die in a dream unnerves me.

ahhh…test day…the administrator must have had a revelation when he got the idea of test n’ go. supposed to stay til 5 today but hell, taking the test early and leaving gives me no complaints. friday night….i wonder what it will bring this time…..

talking to 3 girls online right now, all of whom i know in person….dangit!!!! i think God may have done this to men on purpose…”Thou shalt not be able to decide which chick to go out with”
grrrrrrrrrrr. Life is unfair…but why can’t it ever be unfair in my favor?

sitting here wondering why, WHY can’t i find a good looking woman with brains….is it one of those things that will haunt me forever? I either get one or the other; a good looking girl, or a smart one…never both. ahhhh well, theres always tomorrow